I'm just busting to tell someone about my new discovery and I really can't think of anyone but the two of you who would understand what I am about to tell you! 

When I first started coming to your site in January, I was on a Mission to find out about the reality of my gov't, what was happening and who was making it happen.  As you know from my other emails to you, I spent alot of time and effort learning everything I could from every angle I was lead to research.  Now that I know that pretty well, I am branching out into more of what I call, the non-essentials, which is basically stuff I am somewhat familiar with. 

Thoughout this time, you have spoken of God, prayer and right principles for living so from time to time I would try to read some of the Phoenix Journals which killed my eyes and I couldn't get the information to print so that I could really study it.  I just assumed it was another version of the Bible which I discarded at an early age of about twelve.  I had this funny reaction toward it as it was very confusing to me and I simply couldn' t understand it because it didn't equate.  Of course I know  what the problem was now but back then using 20/20 hindsight, I went on a quest to visit all the churches in my little town of Frederick, Oklahoma.to find which one I could find that I thought was most believable and I have been on that quest all my life..  and just assuming that Phoenix was some sort of a Christian Philosophy, I wasn;t in a hurry to get into it as by now I have steered away from organized religion.. 

What turned that around for me was that I printed out the whole Talmud of Immanuel and put it in a binder form and started studying it.  To my great amazement, I started to relate to His teachings because they were TRUE and I could feel it!  All this time I thought it was me who was just too dense to understand the Bible.  So I quietly integrated the info and found myself speaking of the new principles and concepts I was learning and my friends could understand  them also. As a result of finally getting in touch with some TRUTH, for a change, I feel a new empowerment surging through my mind that gives me the closest thing I've ever experienced to soaring!  It's simply Wonderful!  That's all I can say and I am so enthused to realize that I have not associated myself with a group of nice Bible Thumpers!  What a joy and relief to finally be able to learn what is correct with regard to Nature and Creator because I really didn't know!

I agree with you, Patrick about Mother Earth being so broken  She can't be fixed with us on Her and I am so ready to rejoin my Spiritual Family and live in Peace again after all these lifetimes of turmoil!

The Phoenix Journals ARE THE REAL DEAL, but of course, you know that.... and your leadership and dedication down here has been so, so helpful to at least one of whom I can speak!   Thank you!

Happily growing in Cosmic Awarness....

KJ